a woman's vocie #2

we loved each other ,
we fought for our love. we ran from home and married ,
we are so happy that we won our love undergoing a lot struggle ...........
but on the other hand LIFE is a way too tricky to change even the dearest of your life ....
he searched for jobs and found a job in corporate company ...
the day he told me the news i am the happiest , luckiest person of all
They day He got his first salary, he bought me a ring ..
what else can make a woman empowered than getting loved by her one ..........
but i never thought that i will be the victim of our love ......
one day he called for a party at our place.. he invited his boss for dinner.
the boss was so good and he smiled a lot ...
but i never understood the reason behind the smile ....
that day i still remember,,,,
he (my husband) came to me and said "" baby i need you to do a favor, if you can do this we can live more wealthy than ever ... ""
i didnt even hesitate to doubt my love .... I TRUSTED HIM ...
"" what's big deal dear ? "" i asked ...
"" My boss wants to sleep with you !!!!!!
he offered me double promotion for that ..
i know it will be tough for you but , just think,,, matter of one night and we are rich ... ""
without even  doubt said he .....
"i am dumb stuck ... anger rushing in me....
but i kept calm and accepted to what he said...
i loved him , i wanted to see him happy that's all i wanted ...
and he said this will be the first and last time "
with pain i agreed , i slept with him ......
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a week later he bought another person and repeated the same thing and pleaded that it will be the last time
i agreed ...
"" he knows that he can convince me and make me his puppet """
week after week ,,,
he used to bring all his colleagues and shared me with them.....
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NO i shouted one day ....
NO more i share ...
NO more i get used for others selfishness
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he slapped me " i have been paying for your maintainance.. better you realise that """
wasn't it love ,
wasn't it responsiblity of love ??
was it to see this ,, i ran from my home ??
was it he speaking like that ??
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i am torn , i am dead ... that day ...
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why men are like this ?
don't they have shame to share their wives with others ?
i trusted  a wrong animal this time ...
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i got my divorce, i am happy , i am single now and i am employed ....
i earn my money by working in day light ...
not by sleeping in bed ligth ....
...... i can't forget that phase of my life ..
and i am not even ready to trust another male again ......
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(all roles are imaginarily real and any coincidence is always a reflection of our deeds :) hard feelings accepted )  (story line was a imaginary) ........................................................................
Si.Cho

A Girl's Voice 1!

This is what i feel being a girl in today's society ...........
first of all .....  I love to dance, its my passion...
i have learnt it for ten years , just and only just because of the love for it, ....
but, the day my fellow students stopped my performance in between.
i did know how much i cried for being a classical dancer......
my anger is not against the audience who stopped it , but the mindset of today's youth ....
i don't understand when other foreign countries are robbing our art and traditional cultures, building up their patents on our discoveries, we keep running behind them leaving back our base.
**oh yeah ! if you would like to booze and mosh in a dark room filled with smoke and bizarre lights and you forget yourself that " you're a precious one bought up in a divine tradition ", then what's that  big difference between you and the street dogs.
**Have some shame you males! ... you made a woman so scared that she got out of the train in the late of night without even a second thought of what's next!!!!
how would I feel if a person who's age is almost more than my father's , try to molest me :/ ....
how would I feel if I am dragged out of my house in front of my parents and threatened to love .... :(
.............................................................  pissed off , vexed off ... i stay in my room and i create my own small world where i can stay happily lest the fact that they bully me of my loneliness .................
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#screwUsociety
.. we men ..better show some respect ..................  (Si.Cho)

life.....

experience matters ...
its just my trail to give an answer for BULLYING ... :) hope i get your support